The past has finally caught up with me, and I am no longer able to dodge it or put it aside. This coming March 20, I'm supposed to be graduating from my Information Technology course, but because of recent turn-of-events, not to mention bad choices in the past, I will not be able to march with my classmates.
I've already accepted this bitter fact, but what I'm most worried about is how my parents are going to react to this recent setback. Yes, as you've probably guessed, I still haven't told my parents about my predicament. I'm just too afraid of how they will take it.
Although I know that the best course of action would be to tell them sooner so as to not keep their hopes up, I find it really hard to be the one to shatter those hopes. Though I already became responsible for shattering those hopes when I decided to neglect my arts subjects over my majors, it's still quite hard for me to be the one to actually TELL them that I'm not gonna be able to graduate. Get the point?
As of now I'm drifting through this pathetic life of mine and I'm seriously considering just ending it right here and now, but then again this life is not mine to take, it still belongs to the Almighty and I know that He has his best intentions for this. I have to face the consequences of my actions, and I know that I should tell my parents sooner, I just hope I have the courage to do it.
